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This post is for what i wanted to say on my 19th birthday. Ive been keeping it in for so long.

19th birthday. 26/08/1990. Saddest birthday ive ever had. Maybe its the present, maybe its the wishes. Only had one present so far. And a few wishes. Some of the friends which i think is 'closer' to me...i think they either forgot or didnt care. Its ok. I didnt want to be so high-profile =) but yet i cant feel sad and lonely, since i have such high hopes for it. Haha.

I did this a year ago. And im going to do it again. Reflections.

18th year of my life. Did a lot of things, proud of and regretted. Tried a lot of new stuffs, also proud of and regretted. Overall...improvement =).

I have friends. I have companies. I have people to look out of me even if im not aware of it. Improvement in developing stronger bonds and relationship with my scout troop and the boys. And im proud of it. Done a lot of projects with HQ and got recognised and acquainted among a lot of district and area scout leaders. Well-known by juniors, also from other schools. =) Improved bonds and friendships with close friends and also known a lot of people during work. Money's not that important. Its the heart and the effort that is.

Improvement in disclipline. School and work. Later half of the year, i managed to settle down in studies and started to convert all my lousy Cs and Ds back to Bs. At least i got a A for my one of my module last sem. Great improvement but not enough. I got to keep pushing. Now i really really really really really want to get into university. I really really really really really really want to advance and soar. I dont want to lose to my peers, i dont want to lose to a lot of people. I am special and i can do it.

Drive and motivation. Slightly improving bit by bit. But i feel that its not strong enough, i have too little conviction. So my New year's (26/08/09-26/08/10) resolution shall be..."to be strong in both words and action". I need to be driven, i need to be disclipline. But i know i cant do it alone, i need help.

I will not only try my best. I will DO my best.

*ComixRachiez
*Your average punk down the street
*Single/taken...well..single again.
*Virgo 26/08/1990

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*Proud Auxiliary-scout leader of BPGHS Eagle Scout Troop


26th August Thats mine.


BPGHS Eagle Scout Group

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