Friday, September 25, 2009♥
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Last post of the day. =)
I joined GV during my semester break holidays. I didnt regret it and i love it. I shall talk about what my work's like next time cos im already mentally tired from writing 3posts fresh out of my head. >.<>
This post is dedicated to this one special girl. =)
I'll be honest here and now... From the depth of my heart...
I meant it when i said u are becoming someone special to me, cos u already have.
Now im thinking of you almost every seconds and minutes we are not together.
The last time i said..."I miss you..." and " I love you..." was so so long ago. And the last time that i really meant it when i said it was even longer. I wanted to say this two simple phrase to you from times to times (before we are together =p) but i didnt have the guts to. Yet, u said it earlier and faster than i do. I felt happy...really happy.
You've put warmth back into my heart. =)
I not lying when i said i used to mess around with other girls, most of my friends know.
But its all so different now. You are the only one in my heart. I want to be with you.
You are the only one that matters to me now. I mean it.
There is so much so much i want to share and talk to you. But i'll save it for later. =)
For now i want to say...
Im glad i confessed to you that night...
Even happier when u accept...
Jocelyn...
I love you.
And i want to last long with you. =)
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
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*(i think its best to leave a line before every sentence to make it look better)*
This post is for what i wanted to say on my 19th birthday. Ive been keeping it in for so long.
19th birthday. 26/08/1990. Saddest birthday ive ever had. Maybe its the present, maybe its the wishes. Only had one present so far. And a few wishes. Some of the friends which i think is 'closer' to me...i think they either forgot or didnt care. Its ok. I didnt want to be so high-profile =) but yet i cant feel sad and lonely, since i have such high hopes for it. Haha.
I did this a year ago. And im going to do it again. Reflections.
18th year of my life. Did a lot of things, proud of and regretted. Tried a lot of new stuffs, also proud of and regretted. Overall...improvement =).
I have friends. I have companies. I have people to look out of me even if im not aware of it. Improvement in developing stronger bonds and relationship with my scout troop and the boys. And im proud of it. Done a lot of projects with HQ and got recognised and acquainted among a lot of district and area scout leaders. Well-known by juniors, also from other schools. =) Improved bonds and friendships with close friends and also known a lot of people during work. Money's not that important. Its the heart and the effort that is.
Improvement in disclipline. School and work. Later half of the year, i managed to settle down in studies and started to convert all my lousy Cs and Ds back to Bs. At least i got a A for my one of my module last sem. Great improvement but not enough. I got to keep pushing. Now i really really really really really want to get into university. I really really really really really really want to advance and soar. I dont want to lose to my peers, i dont want to lose to a lot of people. I am special and i can do it.
Drive and motivation. Slightly improving bit by bit. But i feel that its not strong enough, i have too little conviction. So my New year's (26/08/09-26/08/10) resolution shall be..."to be strong in both words and action". I need to be driven, i need to be disclipline. But i know i cant do it alone, i need help.
I will not only try my best. I will DO my best.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
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First post: to comment on the new blog skin and blog url as usual.
'Your-viceroy-kiss.blogspot.com', thats the url of the new set-up. "Viceroy-kiss" is a phrase ive thought up of long long ago. If i were to write a song base on this title, it'll make it big, c'mon its so original. Checked against ultimate-guitar, lyrics.com and even search engine. No one has publish a song under this title yet. Lol. But anyway, u guys know i smoke and my brand's Viceroy Menthol Light. Guys who smoke know that its a super light cold smoke. And most of my girls smoke too. So, ive decided to name my blog under this title, whereby i can remind myself that smoking is already part of my life, and its bad. Im currently quitting right now, so give me support will ya. And the "your" actually refers to my girl, yea, she smokes too. Nothing much, just thought that the whole phrase is fine. Compare to before, i think i dun want to think that my life is perfect anymore. So no more "thisismyperfectworld.blogspot.com". It sounds so...self centred at this point of time. I dun want to be just me in my life, you get me?
The theme of the blog is once again, black. As usual. I cant let black go. Its part of my life. I still think that black is like the best background tone that can fully bring out the potential of other bright color. It kinda reflects my life whereby i like to think of its as flashes of light in darkness. =). Dun worry guys, im not that emo anymore. I have no reason to. Haha. And ive thought about including some night scene kind of theme into the background, since like two blog ago. At first i wanted ferris wheels...lamp posts and maybe brick-roads or say...neon light signs. But i cant be so picky and im lucky that i managed to find this. I love it so much i just settle on it.
Layout of the new one is cramp-ier than before. But its fine. My impression of its is to look simple, just a bit of pattern and cool-ness painted across it. Its fine, its really fine. =). Had to spent some time to mess around with the font size and alignment...troublesome.
Music's aint up yet. I had problem with mixpods. Or maybe i should go back to using imeem. I wonder. I cant live without music. Its dead when its quiet. Yea, thats me.
All in all, i think this new blog is going to be great. I launched it wanting to write a new chapter in my life. With a new year, a new hope and a new relationship. =)
Ok, next post.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
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Heyys guys. Im back in business. Haha, u all know that i have been M.I.A for like 2mths now, a few weeks before my birthday. Well, i was comtemplating on re-formatting and work on my blog again. And i have soooooo much i want to say but i either didnt have time, or the mood to. Work isnt helping much. Least i earn money. So, im going to write a few post straight away.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Tuesday, September 22, 2009♥
Testing testing
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
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